More stuff to make you think I'm crazy

That's it, right there. That's why I love coming here.

 

But you... and the fire!

 

You know what, Gross, you greatly remind me of the character of Lovecraft's short story "Celephais". Have you read it? If not, do it right now.

 

And how do the machine elves fit into the picture?

 

This may be as futile as a monkey trying to fuck a football, but I will respond anyway. You have clear understanding that your delusions are inappropriate, therefore you must not fully believe in the said delusions. You understand yourself to be the son of God, yet you realize that it is only a delusion. If you want to go fully insane, just start to believe the delusions are reality. Your alleged psychotic break is incomplete, so just pick which way you want to go...the choice is yours. Just be sure to give details on your journey into schizophrenia land, it makes for good reading.

I have compassion for your situation, if it is real (pardon the skepticism, no one here has anyway of substantiating your claim). Just seek appropriate help. If you are just being a provocateur, keep it up and be more creative next time.

 

I'm telling the truth as I see it, so it may not be the truth depending on your opinions of the situation. So I still have some assemblage of sanity. Well, that's better than none, though I wonder how the sane deal with boring "normal" thoughts. I thank you for even attempting to let me understand your thoughts on my views.

 

Try making NEW friends, completely different than yours, maybe this helps.

 

Here's the contradiction, Gross. The Christ is the Paramatman, the Over Soul. The union of humanity with the divine. To identify with it is to lose your very self, yet you use words like "I", "me" and "my".

Of course you are the hive mind, but of course the hive mind is not you. The problem with this kind of delusion is that the borders of your identity are blurring in both directions, from the infantile ego to the over mind of the cosmos. You are either in touch with the All Being or you are in touch with the Beast Who Cries "I" At The Heart Of The World. To bring your ego into a mystical experience is to lose the plot.

Pot is a great, blurrer of identity, in both directions, and meditation is a great way to put a leash on your ego. Give yourself some humble perspective and thinking you're Jesus is no disorder at all.

From "The Atman Project"

Mystic: Do you believe you are Christ in consciousness?

Mental Patient: I sure am!

Mystic: I am too.

Mental Patient: No, no, you don't understand: I am Christ!

Mystic: I do understand, and that's why they lock you up.

 

ytzk wrote:

You know you're fucked when your delusions are fundamentally flawed.

 

Odd... I don't really see you around here much...

 

That trend will undoubtedly continue.

 

Dang... Now what'll I banter about..?

 

Ha. Surely there's another spherical twat around here with fewer posts that I have who will be willing serve as your cannon fodder.

Edit: I am not a spherical twat...rather I'm an aspherical one.