My anger

I have anger issues. Most recently I've done this. I admit it's the wrong thing to do, but it's forever ingrained in my psyche that I was tricked into having compassion for a troll.

 

Step 1 - Schedule more days a week with your shrink.
Step 2 - Up your meds.
Step 3 - If all else fails, go to the local ER and speak to the Psychotherapist on staff and see if you need to be committed.

 

*Sigh*. You don't find it even slightly funny? That's what I was going for. What I need is protection from the outside world. Hellbokos said that he was going to help me improve how I deal with others, and in reality he exacerbated it. I just want to be able to go to bed without thinking about what makes me angry, or how to "properly" behave in social situations. I want to be me again...All I see of my former self is my face and my artwork. I see a shrink bi-weekly, he seems to think I'm improving. I will tell him about my outburst, and I'm sure HWLFP is laughing (somewhere) about my impotent stab of nerd rage on wikipedia. Oh, but one day he'll slip up and I'll find him, and then he won't be able to hide behind his "regular T-A forumer" facade. I don't trust any of you nearly as much as I used to. Now you're all possible Chris Trushells. And you know, I'm sure that's exactly what he wants...I'm just a puppet.

 

But who is the puppet master? OoOoOoOo

 

It only took 4 minutes for somebody to fix your edit, Gross.

 

Honestly, I don't believe the troll in question was manipulating you as callously as you believe. I think it's likely that his enthusiasm and affection were genuine, and his faked suicide was a desperate cry for attention, rather than a masterstroke of machiavellian deception. The problem here is that HWLFP is a fuckhead, not that people can't be trusted or that you are especially gullible, Gross.

 

Whenever I'm sad, I stop being sad and start being awesome instead.


True story.

 

Anyone who can toss out a descriptive snippet like this gets a gold star in my book.

Unfortunately, you've got quite a ways to go to catch up to me, as I not only have every other color star after my name, but the sweet border around the stars as well.

 

If you want to talk to me Gross, I'll call you on Skype. I think a chat is overdue. Honestly ytzk has got it bang on. I never intended to hurt you my man, I was just trolling the forum and using you. Stop feeling so sorry for your self and start believing in yourself. You have a lot to offer and fundamentily your a good person. Having a small dick isn't the end of the world really mate.
And a message to the imposter. Good work matey. Just remember, your torturing yourself doing what your doing. ALso, it's old mate.

 

You should probably just ban.

 

Voice of Reason Says:

Gross, don't talk to him. You're not mentally equipped to be dealt a wild-card right now.

Helbokos, go away and find Jesus or something. You've blown your second- third- fourth- fifth+ chance already.

 

Do you mean me?

Oh, probably not me then.

Okay, we'll take your word for it.

 

Smuel: Why do I get the feeling that you and WaitingForYou are the same person? Because You-Know-Who did the same thing like this in the past.

 

It's probably because you're paranoid. I mean, honestly, have you examined WaitingForYou's spelling and grammar? Frankly, I'm insulted that anyone would ever confuse the two of us.

 

HWLFP has changed his grammar sometimes in the past, so that it looks like that he was someone else talking about his other account.

 

Yes, but can He-who-shall-not-be-named do... THIS?

[Stands on one leg]

Tadaa!

 

I say we ban both of them just to be on the safe side.

 

I say you ban the next person who suggests banning someone.

Hey, wait... I said the NEXT person!

 

BAN THEM ALL!

 

Yeah, that about sums it up.