It finally caught up with me.

I highly advise you get a boulder and make a figurine. Not a pipe. If I have a serious problem in which I hoard OS source code in university computers, I don't try to ignore that problem by writing viruses all day.

Maybe if you're sculpting, you'll be doing something constructive.

 

Nah

 

Well, my sculpting is how I want to support myself, so yes, making anything out of some soapstone would be constructive toward a future goal of making money.

 

Maybe you should start blogging and quit spewing your introspective lunacy all over the GD. I think at this point it's a toss-up between you and Xiao for who has posted the most topics about themselves. This leads me to believe that you either crave attention as much as she does or that you are just hashing this stuff out in your own mind and this is the outlet. And if you're looking for the answers to your mental problems on a computer game forum, you can go ahead and add that to your list of 'Reasons Why I'm Crazy'.

 

I'm hashing stuff out in my mind and this is the outlet, Japes. I dunno. Maybe I should start blogging. The main reason I post shit here is because I know I'll get an honest response. I think. I don't really know why I post here.

 

I guess it's all as honest as it can get on the Internet.

Edit: Unintended rhyme. HELL YEAH

 

Muro.

 

Muro.

 

Muro

 

42... wait, I mean... Muro.

 

See Smuel's, Zanza's, wobbler's and Japes' responses.

In a word: Muro.

 

I'm being charged for paraphernalia, thanks to the pipes the police confiscated. They even took a pipe I never used. This is going to be fun...

 

You sure that is what they are charging you with?

 

Hey, they might be charging him for drug paraphilia after all

 

Well, I don't really know for sure. I just know they found THC residue in my pipes, and I'm being charged for things relating to that. No THC in my bloodstream, thankfully.

 

O, the land of the free, eh?

You would have been better off with a daily ration of organic, homegrown weed.

 

I know! This is so ridiculous, if I had just smoked some weed, I never would have gotten arrested for it. I even bought that shit I smoked before; today, the Sonic! I had one bowl, realized what I did, then threw it away. 21 dollars I won't see again. I'm such an idiot. Why the hell do I do this shit? I'm probably going to be on probation for a year, hopefully for six months. I keep breaking my promises about this stuff. I actually need to smoke to think clearly, on a weekly, not daily, schedule. I run into trouble when I have weed readily available to me, I always end up smoking daily, but when I haven't had weed in a while (I'm talking about 6 weeks), I always buy the stuff you can get in head shops, even though I know it's horrible for me. People have died while they were on it!
If I can get some weed, have it locked up, for a week and give the key to my girlfriend, I can establish self-medication and become a better person for it! Ideally, I'd want to eventually establish self-responsibility, though I suppose starting this way is a form of it.

 

As I said, don't buy, can't smoke.

 

You don't "need" weed for anything, you are now trying to rationalise your consumption so that you have an excuse to continue. Either give it up entirely or spend the rest of your life with no family/friends and suffer with the many health issues you were having with your addiction..

If you need to do something to "think clearly" as it were, find a legal, safe substitute. I very much doubt your girlfriend would enjoy having that much responsibility if she would even do it for you - and at the end of the day you'll always find a way into that cupboard.

Sorry, Gross, but I'm getting quite frustrated with you constantly backing off like you are and looking for advice here of all places when you can't bring yourself under control. Either harden up and realise it's a bloody miracle you've been given another chance on all accounts and start to understand that if you don't give any of this shit up then the consequences are going to get more and more dire or stop complaining.

 

Actually, if you had never smoked weed, you wouldn't have been arrested. Weed is the cause of, not the solution to, your problems.