I just talked to his mom and dad on skype. Rodney's in the hospital, recovering after an overdose. He's deeply troubled, and, if conscious, probably depressed that he didn't die. I know he's a troll, but maybe if he comes back we could stand to be less supportive of his attempts at his own life. He tried to contact me on skype the night he did it. I didn't answer because it was around 8 and I felt sick so I needed to sleep. I don't feel responsible for his actions, but I do feel that if I had deigned to talk to him he may not have tried doing anything. I don't know, this is just crazy. All of this is too much.